I Don't want to be fat.
Though I am not much conscious about of my looks and dressing Conduct but when I last checked my weight it has increased by heaps. I normally use to weigh 52 kg and now became 64kg. What the heck is happening? I can't fathom.
My diet ain't heavy, in fact after reaching college I didn't get chance to relish even bones let alone other meat products. Dry beefs (shakam) is always a luxury. Because in the first place our college is located in Hindu and Muslim dominated area. What Hindu consumes are forbid by Muslim and vice versa. Cow is god for Hindu and are worshipped. In.a nut shell, chicken is the only alternative. I dismiss mutton and buffalo meat,because I have never eaten hitherto.
well what makes me more heavy now? I feel anxious when my friends tell that my stomach is swelling. I can feel that as well. I have a prognostication as to how I may look after few more years from now. What if my belly swells like a 8 months pregnant woman, what if my face become big as if stung by thousand bee. Will the girls reject me if I assume such obsolete physique. What ever I don't want to be fat it's my wish.
I can't go for dieting,else I may die of anorexia and worst I am ulcer patient.i can't even play more as my health forbids. I should do something lest my weight may keep adding. Oh god!I want to be as I am,tall and thin .
My diet ain't heavy, in fact after reaching college I didn't get chance to relish even bones let alone other meat products. Dry beefs (shakam) is always a luxury. Because in the first place our college is located in Hindu and Muslim dominated area. What Hindu consumes are forbid by Muslim and vice versa. Cow is god for Hindu and are worshipped. In.a nut shell, chicken is the only alternative. I dismiss mutton and buffalo meat,because I have never eaten hitherto.
well what makes me more heavy now? I feel anxious when my friends tell that my stomach is swelling. I can feel that as well. I have a prognostication as to how I may look after few more years from now. What if my belly swells like a 8 months pregnant woman, what if my face become big as if stung by thousand bee. Will the girls reject me if I assume such obsolete physique. What ever I don't want to be fat it's my wish.
I can't go for dieting,else I may die of anorexia and worst I am ulcer patient.i can't even play more as my health forbids. I should do something lest my weight may keep adding. Oh god!I want to be as I am,tall and thin .
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